I feel crap! I have no idea what is wrong with me but I have just felt so down for the last couple of days. I can feel myself slipping into the mindset of what is the bloody point? I'm trying so hard not to let myself end up there.
How much does it suck to be a grown up?
I think I am just sick of waiting for things to happen but there's not a lot I can do to make them happen any faster, or it feels like there isn't.
I have been doing so well recently at staying positive and trying to look to the future, it's just that the future feels like it is never coming.
I just need a little rant today I know it's not the most exciting of posts to read but when I get like this it just takes over and there is no way in heck I can be creative.
It's annoying because it isn't like anything has happened to make me suddenly become so down, I almost wish something had just so that I knew why I was like this.
Ok rant over for now, not that there was much ranting, but I can't even be bothered to do that properly :(
There's only one thing for it...go to my safe place (bed), watch some YouTube, give Jess some cuddles, eat some crisps and read my Christmas magazine. Then maybe go to sleep and hope to goodness I feel better in the morning.